Blue in my mind

Hmm... actually been almost spent a January.. And I hadn't write anything.. Lazy and busy..
but today i want to put something .. but i don't know what is it..

a lot of problem comes on my life..
just thinking my big bro, i confused what i have to do. I want to help but what i should do..
Ya Alloh please open my mind..
let me help him and makes my parents happy..

but i have someone inside me who always cheer my life
yupppy .... my baby... currently she/he is 5 months in pregnancy
i like the way she/he kick me or remind me of something..
i love her/him so much..
also her/his daddy..

Ya Alloh .. please help me with all of this..
makes my family full of happiness and cheerful life.
Amin. God Bless us..

cheers..
A mom to be